Build Disaster Accidentally to Build Experiences Purposely

What kind of bizarre title here..krukrukru..
even myself confuse with this title..

just would like to share my experiences n remind myself what the heck life means.

yesterday seems to be the most disastrous day for me...I totally ruined a 4hours experiment..in other word n language aku tersengalkn diri n tak fasal2 dpat experience baru by doing my own experiment instruction.(serve me rite coz didnt read the instruction carefully..krukrukru)...

at last2 i've to take others result( thanks to Kamal and Arrancar...krukrukru)...
when the instructor told me that im doing wrong...
i said " OMG...im dead..am I?"(saja2 tanya ..nak mmbitchy, mane tau dia tolong smula..but no use. muka mat salleh instructor ni pon dah mcm bengang je diatas kebangangan aku)

suddenly i felt that Im stnding alone like a clown who seriously doing smart silly mistake and successfully made my ALL of classmate laugh.......hahahhohohuuhuheheheh.....(last but not least,krukrukru)

malu n in d same time angry as well.....angry to myself kot......krukrukru..

next time gonna do one more similar xperiment...pledge to myself, not gonna do d same mistake otherwise......declare ,myself as the BIGGEST Loser. (Biggest Loser win..krukrukru)

in a nutshell(mcm buat essay plak).....

learn something (at least) every day of ur life....
doing mistakes are totally normal(in learning system),
but it is abnormal if u purposely build disaster and acidentally gain experience...(tapi2 kadng2 best gak buat salah...pastu dapat xperiences...conthnya mat rempit, mat pet, and mat despatch yg dah nak mampos baru nak tobat...kalo nasuha takpe....ni tobat cube2..pastuh buat d same mistake again n again....krukrukru...)